How to Fight

When do you know you’ve lost? When are you willing to accept defeat? When do you realize you’re fighting a losing fight? When do you stop fighting when the person gives up?

I don’t ever back down from a fight. I don’t ever back down from achieving what I strive for. But how do you know how to fight for someone? Words? Actions? Promises?

How do you truly fight for someone when they think it’s all lost. How do you pick yourself from the ground and continue to fight for that one special person?

I’m suffocating here and yet I keep trying. I keep going. I don’t ever want to give up. She’s not worth giving up. She’s not worth even a second to stop and catch a breath. I want to keep going. I have to keep going.

But sometimes I feel like I’m throwing punches into thin air. They are doing anything. There is no reaction. It’s just tiring me out. It’s making me want to quit. But I keep going. I keep fighting. I wont stop fighting until someone tells me I have exhausted all that I have to offer and give and that there is no point to it.

I just want to know when it is the right time to finally give up. I just want to know what to do in order to fight for someone. I keep doing all of these things with little to no effect.

Can someone please tell me when to stop because I wont stop until I can’t move anymore.

I have nothing left to say. My brain is literally exhausted from all of the feelings I have. My body is just weak from not being able to function properly. And my words feel like they mean nothing to anyone anymore.