All posts tagged: Midnight

New Year, New Love

Happy New Year everyone! 2015 is finally here! I hope that everyone had an awesome fun fueled celebration with the new year coming its way. The first day where New Years Resolutions will be in full swing before they eventually die down in a week. Truth… With everything going on I thought that the new year would be a clean slate. Everything just shakes off and starts new. I guess that was kind of true for me. Everything did shake off and started new… Only problem was that there are now new problems… I had to do a full 1.5 hour body workout in order to relieve my stress so I don’t say things out of wacky crazy full blown emotions (my arms are so pumped I can’t feel them). Last night was crazy fun. It all started with lunch with some really great friends of mine. It was my best friend, fellow officer as well, and his girlfriend. Of course we should all know my girl was there, too. We were meeting at a …

The Session

Although therapy┬ásessions are considered “confidential” or “private” I see this blog here as my therapeutic release when I have a great feeling inside of what I want to talk about. So I may mention some things that have been brought up and said in the professional help world in this. I have so many weird things about me. So many problems and issues float around in my life. I close up. I can’t easily talk about my feelings. I need distractions. I need space. I need people. I need materials. I like to keep very little. All of the things that I do don’t make sense but they do. I was never a quiet person. I always had, and have, something to talk about. The problem was the things I talked about were never about my feelings. The first real depression hit me when I was in high school. My parents marriage started to fall apart, my sister got into a very serious car accident, and my dad had his stroke around this time. My …

Sunday Recovery

So it’s been a while, yet again, since I last posted on here. These past few days I’ve been busy spending time with my mom, cleaning up the place, and getting ready for the Marine Corps Ball (which happened yesterday). For those of you who don’t know the Marine Corps Ball is the celebration of the birth of the Marine Corps. Although the Marine Corps Birthday isn’t until November 10th the hotel which we reserved the banquet room didn’t have anything available near that day. So we had our celebration on the 1st. 239 years of service. Best way to celebrate? Beer! Lots and lots of beer. So this is how my drunk Marine day started. I woke up at 6AM. Went to my reserve station and met with a few of my buddies. We all talked about our dates and what we are doing afterwards. Everyone was shocked to find out that I wasn’t bringing my girl. The Marine Corps ball is the equivalent to… Prom I guess. Everyone gets dressed up and does …